Life is slowly becoming a little more calm and the new normal is settling in. After the extreme high of my baby girls wedding and then spending the next week in the hospital and saying goodby to my soul sister and partner in crime I have taken it very easy
Everyday something happens that I want to share with leanne or I think I haven't spoken to her in a few days I must ring. Or I think leanne hasn't texted me recently. And the realisation that these things will never happen again hits me like a ton of bricks and I spiral down again.
But I know she would want me to pick myself up and carry on.
So I've slowly been getting ready for my big trip.
My sister in law, her two daughters and I are leving for a huge girls trip around Europe.
I so need this right now and I'm amazed how the universe works that a trip booked over 12 months ago is exactly what I need now
So get reqdy for a virtual holiday. I'll try and post most days
But for now I'll keep putting one foot infront of the other, taking it one hour at a time and I know ill will get thought this no matter how many times I falter and cry